The first out of this six week-period has silently passed by.
Dear BAL Diary,
I don’t feel like myself before, which is quite an interesting experience.
From a macho dude who wakes up early and goes to bed at 1am, I start to see the sunshine around 8 and get tucked in bed no later than 10pm, heavily relied on painkillers (which I’m trying to cut down).
I have barely been at home at all; Uni life and sport kept me busy most of the time. Now, All my “territory” is my room, kitchen, and toilet.
I barely cooked for myself; a friend was willing to help me during this period. And needless to say how grateful I am towards him.

One day after the surgery, Mikko took me home. Everything went back to normal schedule. Since I just came back from hospital – a highly contagious area, my friend decided it would be the best for us both that I stayed at my own place, and he’d bring me food. I grew fond of that decision as well, since I’m more used to staying in my own place.
Corona Time
Before the Finnish government bans more than 2 person/gathering, the limit was 10. So, to “celebrate” my BAL incident, my dear friends decided to drew to small dinner.





My new born
In short, I wouldn’t have survived this week without Keys – my new babysitter.



The other side of the coin
However, of course having a broken leg, no income, and a world-wide isolation because of Covid_19 is not the most comfortable life.
I started to lose appetizer, and ate less, due to the fact that I did not do exercise at all. Thus, for the time being, I always feel a bit out of breath.
And even though there is nothing further I could predict, but one way or another I’m still anxious about an unpredictable future, where nothing is for certain, or at least as certain as it used to be.
I have heard too much failed plans of my friends, those who are eager to travel here and there, work, study abroad. Too much cancellations at a time.
I witnessed friends leaving Lappeenranta. One day they were there, the second time you texted, they weren’t anymore.
I started to download games and spent some of my long, dull time on them.
Then my laptop broke. Had to re-install Window and clear all datas. The second time in 2 months.

Slowly and slowly, I’m getting bored out of my situation. And day by day, fortunately, I’m fighting against it.
By doing stuffs I love.
Talking to the loved ones.
And stay strong.
I realized, that the less things I can do, the faster time flies. Just a circle of wake up, do stuff, and sleep early.
Like a half-hibernation period.
Hopefully, that once I finally wake up, things will be brighter. Let’s hope for the best.
Khanh Tr.
